What is your secret fantasy?

Alright, it is not much of a secret as I have discussed it already with few people I am really comfortable with and those are mostly I am/have been involved sexually.

Fantasy is defined as a strong addiction usually with something that is not real and/or probably will never be, and I definitely got one of those and I think it definitely deserves a place here.

To throw a little background, I am mostly involved with couples who are in Cuckolding-Hotwifing/Wifesharing/MMF lifestyle.

Being in this lifestyle for long, I enjoy playing this game with couples more than one-on-one vanilla sex with a girl. Of course, having sex with a girl of my kink is always awesome and definitely worth meeting such a single girl/woman.

Anyway, being in this lifestyle has the following effect on me:

• I am not much excited about vanilla sex anymore.

• It essentially makes me sex-hungry and often when couples are not available according to my need and time (which is perfectly understandable on their part), it gets sometimes frustrating for me.

• As this is essentially a non-monogamous relationship, It will probably be hard for me now to maintain a monogamous relationship and give this thing up so easily.

• I think It also psychologically changes the mind and the whole perspective of ‘sex’.

• I suppose I will be happier being single and not into a committed relationship as I want to enjoy this lifestyle freely and finding a partner of my kink who agrees with my little adventures on the side is a proposition highly unlikely; which brings me to my fantasy:

I fantasize about being in a long-term relationship with a Cuckquean OR with a couple in a polyamorous relationship (not necessarily these two of it exclusively).

For those who don't know what a Cuckquean is, she is someone who is compliant in her fetish for her male partner’s sexual exploration with another female. The true cuckquean will be a willing participant in the sex act between her partner and the third part female (Cuckcake) and possibly (not mandatorily) subjected to verbal/sexual humiliation in good measures by both her male partner and the cuckcake.

I think finding such a partner will be a great joy for me and I probably will die of happiness when(if) that happens. 😂

I also fantasize about meeting a cuckold couple and showing my cuckquean things happing between me and the Hotwife.